F**k off

Oh just go stab yourself in the eye you stupid piece of crap.

I'm happy my way.

PISS.OFF.

?

Are you all under the impression i'm some kind of maniac?

What is wrong with you all?

Greg Pearson: BRO! keeps me saine in german, and just makes me laugh, capable of cheering up, anyone. Although..needs to sort his head out a bit.

Greg: He is either a genius and is actually orchestrating all of us from his bedroom, or is just a mixed up guy with good intentions but odd methods.

Good intentions? What for? What Methods?

I don't know what you're talking about. Both of these just seem like you think i should be in a mental institute. So thanks. Thanks loads.

RC2S

Yeh i saw a Reindeer
Yeh the coca cola advert is on :D
Yeh i have heard like twenty xmas songs
Yeh the forcast for Friday is Heavy Snow

I feel christmassy :P
Yes i do.

Semperfy

I have done a lot of things in my life, however not many of these things did anyone else but me any good. I am just not nice to people. I do not mean i am harsh or evil, but i am not nice. Nice.

I never give compliments
I do not congratulate acheivments enough
I do not pay attention to what people do
I do not give people a chance
I do not help

That is not good enough, not nearly good enough.
It. Is. Wrong.

So i shall smile
So i shall give compliments
So i shall congratulate acheivments
So i shall pay attention
So i shall give people a chance
So i shall help

So i shall be better.
So i shall be always faithful.

JB.HG.CJ. :D

I'M HOT
YOU'RE COLD
YOU GO AROUND
LIKE YOU KNOW
WHO I AM
BUT YOU DON'T

:P

I'm getting kinda tired of this
Prepublication media blitz
She's got all of muggle kind under her spell

:P

I'm not the best looking
I'm not the best dressed
Hey i dunno
I'VE GOT NOTHING

:P

Jonas Brothers
Hank Green
Chartjackers

It has been rather an odd day.

Brick Wall served it's purpose of getting in the way. :P
Nah at least he knows what the right thing to do is unlike the fifty other people there.

On another (less cheery) note, why do i do this to myself? Huh?
I give up. Right.........

NOW

:'(

Epic Low right now.

:'(

Monopoly of Life

Well today was good.


Yeh it was. It was just one of those enjoyable little days where nothing REALLY exciting happens but you enjoy none the less. I woke up. I got dressed. Contemplated showering then refused the idea becuase i told myself that i would go for a run. Finished my puzzle. Ate. Did some Physics whilst it rained and i groaned. Then run. Nothing special, no world records, just a run. Time to think. Maybe not relax but just to get away. Got back. Showered. Ate. Wait. Bored so Pendulum. More Pendulum. Training. Good to see them again. Home. Work+Life. Blog. :D

Of course all through this day i have been talking to people. Cool people. Nice people. Evil people. Mad people. My friends.


Then about an hour ago i got an awful desire to play Monopoly. I don't really know why. I think texting Ellen brought it round. My thought process was thus:

Ellen=Away=In Henly=With Gran=Old=Board Games with Old People=Monopoly

Oh the joys of text eye spy.
It's pretty Damn hard though!
I wouldn't buy a book at the airport Freddie. I'd take it with me.


You can have a birthday party some time in Christmas. It will just be all the cool kids there instead of the riff raff. At least having an August birthday MEANT (before our summers became as bad as winter) that i could have a BBQ for my birthday. We don't even own a BBQ but you know, if we did........

Time machines and flying sheep and Worthers........Hows that for original!

Yes it was house Drama and Yes Farrer won something and Yes Mobbs came stone dead last.

Seriously, ours was pretty damn terrible. Ross performed admirabely in a cast of fools and whores......... oh wait fools and horses. It was an awful peice acted really badly and the lighting people didn't even know what to do. I was indeed disgusted but i laughed at the funny bits all the same. Farrers was......... the best even though i hate to say and admit it. Pete, you are an absolute legend.

In other news............

Drama went dismally and i epicly failed.
All other lessons are going well and Class Civ is to be enjoyed.
I would like to go on world challenge quite a lot as it would be amazing.
My sisters 18th on Saturday and we are doing........... Nothing.
I don't know how to do a comparitive essay.
German = Eeeek.
You don't know how many problems it would make.


Life's pretty good as per normal.

However, i am tired and i am going to bed.

Welcome to youtube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-2zo9DacEc

Bo Burnham is amazing!

You're Right

AS PER USUAL YOU ARE CORRECT

I DON'T KNOW YOU AT ALL

I HARDLY KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT YOU

BUT I WISH THAT YOU WOULD JUST TALK TO ME
TELL ME ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!

WHO ARE YOU?
WHERE DID YOU COME FROM?
WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE TV PROGRAMME?
WHAT DID YOU WATCH WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
WHAT CAKE DO YOU LIKE?
DO YOU LIKE JAM?
HAVE YOU BEEN TO HAWAII?
WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO TO HAWAII?

Do you trust me? Although i know the answer to that already.

Please






Don't comment on this unless you are the person that this is aimed at.
Even more so don't comment on this asking me wether you are the person this is aimed at because they know who they are. You are also an idiot.

Quiz

Do you know me because it would be interesting to find out.
It isn't multi choice either so i reckon highest score will be less than half. :P

1: What is my favourite sport to watch and play?

2: What is my favourite book of all time?

3: How many times have i dislocated my thumb?

4: Which thumb?

5: What do i call David nowadays?

6: What is my favourite movie ever?

7: If asked, 'Who would you like as your girlfriend?' who would my answer be?

8: What is my favourite Radio show?

9: On my walls, how many pictures of my friends are there?

10: What subject at school do i despise more than anyhting else on this planet?

11: What would i like more than anything else on earth?

12: Who am i most jealous of in our year right now?

13: Where do i want to go to University?

14: Who am i more scared of than anyone including Voldemort?

15: If there was a song i had to listen to constantly, what would i chose?



My life story is on :( by accident as well.

Dear, Fetch the Battle Axe

FYI LOL

If you didn't know or have been away, I have two new thingymabobs.

I've actually forgotten what it's called. OH YEH BLOGS.

How did i manage that when it says it like three times on the page?!?!?!

I have two because i am splitting my life. Good and Bad.

This world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters.
There is good and bad in all of us.

Thorpe Park

Thorpe Park is amazing. Well it is for somebody like me who will go on anything and everything. It is however not so good for those of you who come off the tamest rollercoasters thinking 'Oh s**t lunch is coming back up'.

In my family we have four of those so out of the nine of us in the park only five of us would go on the big stuff. FRONT SEATS ON STEALTH!!!! HOLY C**P THAT'S FAST!!!!

Then we went to the most amazing pub ever and we had some ninja waitress who seemed to pop out of thin air and got from one place to another in an extremely short length of time.

Got back at 12:30am today hehe and then opened prezzies in the most tired way EVER.

Money
More Money
Book
DVD's
CD
TICKETS TO SEE RUSSELL KANE!!!!!


Overall a thouroughly amazing birthday with, shall we say, vastly limited contact with friends. (Three texts PAHAHA)

Thanks again David. :D

Now to being all grown up all of a sudden. Urm.......

I think you'll find....

Lonelyativity

I AM

Just gonna steal this bit....

--------------- A R E Y O U ---------------------
Understanding: How do i tell that. I don't understand my friends so no i suppose.
Open-minded: No
Arrogant: Yes
Insecure: Exceedingly
Random: Yes
Hungry: Always
Smart: No
Organized: No
Healthy: No
Shy: No
Difficult: Yes
Bored easily: Yes
Obsessed: No
Angry: Almost Always
Sad: Almost Always
Happy: Almost never
Hyper: No
Trusting: HAHAHAHAHAHA. Yeh i'm very trusting considering my friends don't know the first thing about me. I don't tell anybody anything.

I thought you could have a conversation with your friends even if nothing eventful is happening in either of your lives at that point in time.

I was wrong. Well partly.

I need an event to talk with all of the following people:

Jazz
Matt
Ricky
Nick
Chris
and actually anyone else apart from:

David
Freddie

Now that is one hell of a list.

I can just talk to those two people but all the rest of you something has to be happening or else the convo goes like this:

Me: Hey
You: Hey
Me: How are we today?
You: Alright you?
Me: Yeh i'm alright thanx. Been up to much?
You: No, you?
Me: No.
.............................................


No more convo.

On the other hand i can just natter on for hours to Freddie and David.
Don't know why. Just can.

Oh yeh and Freddie did you realise that if you were taller and better built you'd be an amzaing human being.....

Funny
Friendly
Smart
Sporty
Confident
and Tall

But you're not so WHEY!!!!!!!!

I lack the Confidence and Intelligence and Hilarity and Sportyness. Ah

Thanks for all the questions guys and galls


NOT! You useless pieces of ......................

You will not see me on msn ever again as it is pointless
Facebook i will check because it updates me of life in the universe
Blogger i am undecided on continuing because it's not exactly benefitial in any way to anybody.


Did you ever get the feeling that you didn't want to be talked to.
I get it quite alot. Mainly in the action of not F**king replying.

So thanx people
Thanx alot

Freddie, Daniand Jazz and David are excluded from this release of anger.

F**k the rest of you!

Mr Fireman

If there was say a fire. Spontaniously the school explodes into flames, or just any random building, i would go back in to get these 25 people without thinking twice.

25) Ed T
24) Lowerson
23) Tomoki
22) Tom W
21) Wrigley
20) Rob
19) Toni
18) Nat
17) Mary
16) Darren
15) Payno
14) Parve
13) Todd
12) Mikesh
11) Davies
10) Chris
9) George C
8) Nick
7) Ricky
6) Dani
5) Matt
4) Jazz
3) David
2) Freddie
1) Hannah

All of the above i can have a laugh with and are all important to my life like Dazz who i would try to save cos Beds would be shit without him...... and he's hilarious. Academy wouldn't be the same without Toni and school would just be that little bit lonlier without the people from school on the list. Upon losing any of the 5-1 i would kill myself.

btw i wouldn't actually kill myself it was just to show the severity of the loss.

It's Just Me

Can i just tell you........................

IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO MAKE SOMEBODY FANCY OR EVEN FALL IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER PERSON.

It just doesn't happen.

Plus if you said that you'd helped two people get together it just means that you saw it coming like everyone else but you're nosey enough to intervene. If he doesn't fancy her or the other way around you can't force that relationship upon them.

Silly people.
Stupid people.

Of course i know nothing about it but you know me.
I like making my opinion known.


Hi. My names Greg Pearson and i'm better than you.

HEHE.

or at least...
Hi. My names Greg Pearson and i'm better than you think i am.

Unless of course you think i'm cool and then you're just an idiot.

I admit i'm not always right.
In fact the vast majority of my opinions and answers are wrong.
Maybe i am an idiot. There hows that?

If i want to tell you how i feel about something i will.

ooo ooo ooo
Just thought of something

If you want to get anything off your chest as it were just tell me.
No strings attached. Just tell me and i won't tell anyone else.

I know that anybody reading this won't tell me anything but just you knowing i'm here is good enough for me for know. I hope it's good enough for you.


Oh yeh........ PARVEEN HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO GET GROUNDED. WTF!!!

Sorry=Pathetic

I hate it when people apolagize for stuff that everbody knows they havn't done but they think that apolagising for the worst things they can think of will make it all better. Well here's something for you...... it doesn't. In fact it just makes you sound like even more of an idiot than you already are so just don't do it.

That is all.

STOP APOLAGISING FOR SHIT YOU HAVN'T DONE!!!!!!!

August 7th 1994

Bad day for civilisation.

The day i was born.

So you may well gather that my birthday is coming up but to be completely honest...............i'm not that excited at all. It is just another day after all with a title.

I laugh at how my mum keeps asking me what i want for my birthday and the honest to god answer is......... well................ nothing.

My friend at badminton was like:
do you have an ipod? No. Ask for one then. Nah
what console do you have? PS2. Ask for a PS3 then. Nah

I'm not really that sort of person who wants the new thing even when it is quite old. Actually the time when i would like these things is the time when people start to say, "Oh there so old. Get one of these!" 'one of these' being the newest and most expensive thing on the market.

The way i look at life is that if you are not contemtp to play with a bouncy ball up agaisnt a wall or throw a frisbee round a park, you are too lazy or your head is too far stuck up your own arse to care.

I hate going to a private school.

I'm not a social kid and the only way i will meet new people is if they ar thrown in front of me or i go to school with them which works on the same principle. I don't know bout you but i don't really have friends outside school who i meet up with. I'd love to know all the kids in the village because then i could go down the park and play football or whatever. But because i go to a private school we have to organise things. A week in advance you get invited, you check wether your available which i always am unless i have training (I'm such a sad git) and then you get there by any means possible (Your parents if you're from out of bedford). I wish somebody would just knock on my door and see if i wanted to play footy once in a while, thats all.

Anyway. Swimming today. There's like five of us. Not exactly a rave but i'm going cos Jazz wants me to go.

That's what friends are for.
Shame really.

:|

You may or may not know this but there is one thing i can't stand more than anything and that is being judged.

My hatred of this is why i get hacked off at being compared to a Hare. Seeing what animal you think somebody is is judging them.

If i decide i don't like something or someone that is totally my problem and i don't want to be asked my resons for this decision. I also couldn't care less if you like it or them. I don't judge you on your decisions so don't judge me on mine.

Now for something completely different.

You probably don't know this either but i would love above all other things to be the guy who nobody likes and the person who has no friends at all. Yes that is the strangest thing in the world to say but it is just something i think would be...... well....... i don't really know but i think i would like it.

HaHa. I'm such a weirdo.

I don't know why or if they even do why people like me at all. I'm actually such an arse. Alot of hatred stored up but i do like the odd person. lol



I love clearing my head because i'm clearing out absolutely nothing.

I have nothing to think about at all
I know who i like
I know who i hate
I know everything i need to know


mmmm

ah well

Nighty Night

Badoodoodoo

Well

An eventful week last week.

Went up to Berwick upon Tweed to see some castles and stuff. Caravan we stayed in was the worst thing ever but ah well, it was just a base.

We saw Bamburgh Castle which is the most impressive thing you'll ever see.
We saw Alnwick Castle which is one of the many Hogwarts'

"It's LeviOsa not LeviosA"

We saw a ruined castle which i can't remember the name of
We saw Alnwick Castle...........Grounds which were pretty damn good
We saw Some crabs
We saw Floors Castle which should so be a palace
And we saw some crazy other shizzle

Overall was a pleasant break......nice to get away.

Highlight=ROCKPOOLS

I nearly fell over a cliff. woops


Ah well i'm back and life is dull.

Bye Bye

Badoodoodoo

BYE!

Have a good week everybody.

Tis a good day today.

Cya next week.

Saturday

My Saturday is spent wholely doing nothing. That is if i don't go to Badminton. Then i go to county and then nothing for the rest of the day.

Today however i did indeed go to Badminton. I kinda had to because all the newbies were going on trial and i had to feed and stuff. It was actually alot of fun. I worked my arse of in the sessions i am actually in (gold) and then in silver i helped out with organization of courts and stuff. Thank god Emily was there or it could have been sooo boring. Had a right laugh. Bronze saw me organizing small children which gave me a funny sense of power. But then i had to feed shuttles so it averaged out.

Tomoz will be county U17 trials. After that i travel North to Hogwarts. Yay!

Ok it's only Berwick upon Tweed then visiting castles including Hogwarts. But Yay! I am so glad that i'm getting out of Bedford for any length of time. I'll be back in a week but i will make the most of this little break.

I'll say bye on here and probs Facebook and Twitter.

Until tomoz............

Cya

Methodical

This shall be a methodical insight into my little world at the moment.....

School: The end of another year has come. I havn't done badly at school, i havn't accelled in any lessons apart from maybe P.E. where i am not even flinching with a 1 for effort. Everything apart from maths and German went up in both effort and Attainment and i'm not actually sure what the maths problem was in effort. I did try. German is justified but i will try harder in the future. I don't know about you all (well you Parveen) but i am going to work over the summer to improve and be ready for next year. I'll come back fully prepared and might get a tiny headstart.

Home: Life is extremely dull in the Pearson household but i am excited for summer because it is only my parents and i going up North. We are going to go look round some castles, Hogwarts included, and then if my dad is up to it, we will walk the Penine Way. It's one of those things which is really bad to think about but brilliant to actually do. My social life is non-exsistant but that is because i don't mind being a loner to be honest. I am however a NIT which you will most definately not know to be a Nerdfighter In Training. Around 25,000 potential Nerdfighter friends. I am scared of people i don't know on the computer. I would talk to them all no problem in real life if they stood in front of me but i'm actually scared online, most peeps are the other way around.

Elsewhere: Badminton is Dull.

My life in general is amazingly brilliant as i am made of awsome.

I shall do this regularly as my life gets more exciting.

DFTBA

London

How in the good lords name can you forget about a Rugby match which you're going to watch.

Anyway

Had an awesome time and a good laugh. Hutty you went a bit extreme on the old preperation. I was suprised you didn't get out a map book along with your google instructions. You obviously didn't realise that 40,116 other rugby fans were going and it might be a tiny bit obvious which way to go.

I didn't tell anyone this but i'm still terrified of travelling on the underground because i'm always frightened it's going to explode. I'm worse on planes because i think they're going to fall out of the sky and it's a long way down. Of course nobody knew that.

We didn't explode and got there with no events apart from Yingo loosing his camera in Tracedira or Trocadero or whatever the flippin thing is.

Twickenham is AMAZING. Dear Lord i was stunned by that even though it was less than half full. First time i'd been in a stadium with more than 5,000.

England were pretty dire, BarBars won 33-26 with Josh Lucy getting the biggest cheers you've ever heard. Hutty and his Haggling skills got us into the museum for 1/4 of the price and the RFU, quite impressive i thought.

I was the only one who realised we would get back at around 10 o'clock which was pretty funni because Yingo had said 7.30 and Ricky 8.30. Tiny bit optimistic.

Trip home was uneventful. Ricky giving us an incredible rendition of "Forbidden Love"

Altogether was a good day.

"What are you Yingo?"
"Stalker"

Haha

Fascinating Rhythm

Fascinating Rhythm, you got me on the go
Fascinating Rhythm, i'm all a quiver
What a mess your making
The neighbours want to know
Why i'm always shaking
Just like my Grandmother


Each morning i get up with the sun
To find at night no work has been done


I know that

Once it didn't matter
But now you doin wrong
Once you start to patter
I'm so unhappy


Won't you take a day off
Decide to run along
Somewhere far away off
And make it snappy


Oh how i long to be the man i used to be


Fascinating Rhythm
Why don't you stop peaking on me!

Struggle

Right now i suck


I'm struggling so don't judge me too harshly


Getting hit hurts
Being confused just makes me feel sick

Yeh

Yeh

I'm going to write a blog











































Ok, No i'm not

Well

Everybody has kinda stopped using this as it is pretty dull unless people have things to say.

I'm tryin to do the best i can at school and it just seems harder now that i actually need to do it. I'm concentrating on me so hush.

btw people, i don't care about anybody elses love/sex life because it's not my problem so don't ask me 'wether i've heard' or 'wether i know who it is' BECAUSE I DON'T GIVE A SHIT.

and neither should you to be quite frank.

People seeeeeeem to be chirpy. I think.

If your not cheer up or go die in a hole because i don't need you.

Freddie = Short
Matt = Gay or tres camp
Jazz = Jazz
Hannah = Short and Strange
Ellen = Ginge
David = FREEEEEEEEEEEKKKKK

Weirdest friends ever.

You outsmart me and beat me, but you help me aswell plus the laughs are good. I like that.
You insult me but make me laugh quite alot. I like that.
You distract me in German but you think i'm cool. I like that.
You don't trust me and you don't smile much but you make me laugh. I like that.
You dislike me yet you talk to me on msn anytime we're on. I like that
You are a retard but Class Civ would be terrible without ya. I like that

PARVEEN. If you read this dw about the people who are being retarded because if they aren't returning the friendship then there is no point at all in you staying with them. Other people are your friends, maybe those who you wouldn't expect. You shouldn't even batter an eyelid at the plonkers rejecting you beause your better than them. :D

Simples *Meerkat Noise*

I might even consider doing this regularly again.

But don't get your hopes up.

Bye BYE
*WAVES*

Nooooo

No


Wait

Stop

Don't........


Ah F**K



llalalalalallalaaalalalalala

Time After Time

1 2 3 4



I still love it......

National
International
Hypernational



Badoodoodoo

:P

Nothing CHANGES

Don't ever tell me to trust you

HEHEHEHEHE

Accentuation

My Moto

Well, Congratulations on the whole speaking like a twat thing

180!!!!!!!!!

I Viraciously apologise for any pain i have caused

Tired
Tired
Tyred

hummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

HAHAHAHAHA

AUSPICIOUS

Or are you.................?

The subtelty of being subtel

O god it's the KKK

MOVE

NOW

Badoodoodoo

Bye
Bye
BOI!!!!!!!!

I.C.T.

Inter Counties Tournament

Oh yeh. Highlight of my holiday is a Badminton tournament. Ever think you'd hear me say that?

Having fun with friends is easy............when your friends are happy to have fun. You guys are dull. I'm not gonna say no offence because i mean offence and no i will not apologise for this because you are. I may be the only one who thinks having fun includes smiling and physical effort which is not just your vocal chords but that is my point of view. Sitting down is boring. Standing up is boring. Now movement............that's incredible. I wouldn't think you would understand because your all lazy fags but dw.

I'm a little bit pissed at the world.
Mainly because i'm getting cramp every time i bend my leg or because i feel very sick but who cares.

I do still love the world but i'm just.........................meh.

I don't need people. I need one person.

just one.

but it isn't you.

Nah

I reckon everyones forgotten Parveen and Dani. I'm sure David still reads the few blogs leaving the minds of those who are still here. Everybody else is busy working or having fun.

I'm trying to do both of those but really struggling with both.

I'm so tired and I just really can't be arsed to get up in the mornings. Pulled my right arse muscle which i could have laughed off had it not been so effing painful and I've also mashed up my back. Can't walk very well let alone play badminton. Can't sit in the same place for more than five minutes so i lose concentration and can't do work. I'm struggling to write this.

I have sliced open my hand so three points of mass pain. Brilliant.

I wish you all a good Easter cos mine will be shit apart from Five days maybe. (Ellen that includes your party)

Only people keeping me sane now are Luke, Harry, Toni, Harrison and Brodie.

ONE YEAR SINCE I JOINED THE ACADEMY!!!!!

Time flies when you've got nothing better to do than watch it.

WWWOOO

YES
YES
YES
YES

WOOP WOOP

Can't get rid of me that easily.

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

My Blog is my point of view on life

Don't tell me i'm wrong or contradict me because i'm not going to change my views. All of the stuff i type is how i live my life.

That's how dad did it (not my papa, he's not great)
That's how Britain does it

And it's worked out pretty well so far.

Again don't tell me i have a shit life and that it hasn't "worked out pretty well so far" becasue i will hit you and i don't care.

I like changing slogans to my own little saying's btw so don't tell me i stole it from Iron Man because i know. I'm not an ape like some of you are.

I'm not trying to have a go i'm just a bit.........urm..............well...........i seem to myself to be lonely but i don't really know..................so.....yeh.............it's kinda..........well.............yeh anyway. I don't want to come across too aggresive but seriously, i'm not telling you how to live your life, so don't tell me how to live mine. If you got the impression from the last blog that i was ordering you to wing it then i wasn't and i apologise.

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

Life Sucks

Well........mine does

That doesn't mean yours has to be too so don't tell me yours does to alright?

Jeesus Christ. Apes these days.

Oh yeh that reminds me.
Finally Hannah
I don't know wether to say Congratulations, because that just sounds really really weird, especially what i would be saying it about.

Now just to clarify one more time, it is my opinion that they make a good couple and i couldn't care less if you think otherwise so don't tell me they don't and don't bitch to me about them.

God i'm such a dickhead.

Don't you dare tell me i'm not because i will actually beat you if you do.

Oh fuck off Greg

Am i Happy
I am Happy

Reason for Happiness......urm.........does there have to be a reason?

Am i able to just be happy. For you. For them. For us.

I am not sure any more. Not that i was sure at any point in time. But there are times when it just feels right to be happy, and then there's our locker area.


The Sun

There's a reason to be happy

la lala la la lala la la lala la la

Smiling doesn't really help. I just tell you it helps and act as if it helps which makes you believe it helps. What does it not help?

Control your emotions.

Do it. Don't do it. But make your mind up quick.

Would you be happy if you murdered a person in real life? I know i wouldn't. Yet i have done it a million times on my PS2. So what's so different?

You are.

Drinks and Biscuits
Drinks and Biscuits

No Drugs though.

National
International
Hyponational

Beat that. Damn you did.

How can i decide what's right?

Dunno. Use your initiative. Just don't ask me.

How did we get here?

Stop asking silly questions Paramore. Sheesh

Ask a straight forward question like What's the time? Would be a rubbish song but your a good band and could make something from that. I think.

I've always wondered how hard it would be to write a book whilst being original and yet keeping it good enough so that people would read it. I have a large and strange imagination. I am also a 'free spirit' as my parents said once to a teacher of mine. She replied to that, 'not in my class'. She was in for one long year of me.

I am falling away. As one friend actually said a bout herself (which was so wrong) 'I'm fading into the background.'

The beast has been unleashed but a shame it has the intelligence of a nat and the timing of a Thames Link train.

Jesus is coming bringing with him the crowds

The inevitable is also happening but there is nothing i can do to stop that........mainly because it is the inevitable.

A piece of good information.

ACT

not an abbreviation just act.

ACT

It helps.

Sometimes.

Ok I lie.

IT'S LIFE.

my one piece of information which i believe we should all use.#

WING IT

Funny Little Day

Brilliant
Amazing
And i don't have a clue why.

The day was very strange. Sunlight made me smile the second i fell out of bed. Then getting to school and having some jokes lessons with the firedrill in the middle of Drama. One of the best 'non-drills' ever. No reason just laughed my way through it. Break and lunch were satisfyingly pleasant and i was just smiling my head off all the way through. After school i had to go at four for once in my week. Gave Jazz some money which made me smile even more because i knew she would enjoy (eating) what she got with it. Dad wasn't such an arse (oh look a flying pig). Got home and realised i had training and for once was excited about it. Got to training and had amazing fun with the guys, i didn't play particularly well, played a few trick shots and some impossible blocks which Manny was impressed with. (oh yeh) Everyone was talking about going to watch the All England which i can't do cos i have to play Bucks U17. I was very hacked off at this. Everyone making plans to meet up and i was sitting there like a lemon avoiding the subject. Anyway i was still utterly delighted with the day.

Still Smiling right now. :D:D:D:D:D

I shall retire to bed now and sleep well (i hope) i'll try not to think about the All England tomorrow because it will only make me sad.

Ah well you can't have everything.

You can't have much
:(

But you can bloody smile and make yourself feel happy
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Labels

I want you to label me and think about what you would label your other friends.

There is however a twist.

Four Labels:

Jock
Friendly
Prom Queen
Geek

BTW not that type of friendly, the VERY friendly sort.

Got it off a One Tree Hill episode so forgive the Americanness of it.

Go ahead and label me. I would like a reason if you have one.

Oh how exciting

Sitting here in what can only be described as an immense amount of pain. I put in the effort and this is what i get from it. A huge amount of calf and shoulder pain after burning out on the Running on Wednesday and Training this evening after games.

I'm am nervous about tomorrow. I want to get through to the National Finals for the third year i think it is. I have all the faith in the world in Matt to deliver because he always does. I know that Stuart and Alfie will do their best but it is myself i am worried about. I don't perform when it is required of me. I will likely lose my first game but then it may be too late to get back into it. Grrr i get annoyed at myself because i make mistakes. My dad gets even more pissed off though.

At least i don't have to do school stuff like lessons and rubbish. :D That i am very pleased about.

I will talk to you on msn sometime
But see you on Monday (long old time a weekend)
Unless your around at like 5 on Friday

If we win i may cheer up
If we lose then don't expect me to be the happiest of people

I havn't decided wether or not to miss you so i will think about it
I'm going to have power sleep
Regain my energy and calves for tomorrow

GGRRR

HaHa

I'm sitting here laughing.

Everybody has gone to bed including Dani because it's school tomorrow and I'm the only one up which i find quite amusing really. My parents haven't actually sent me to bed because the movie Top Gun is on and they said i should watch it. I snuck away in the adverts and they haven't told me to get off the PC yet.

I remember doing a blog on silence a while ago and i wrote my thoughts, I'm not going to do the same. I was just laughing to myself and thought of writing about it. Shows how exciting i am.

I think everybody was scared of school tomorrow, 'i will go to bed early so i can get up' If you lazy sods can't get up then set an alarm.

I'm looking forward to it. Ok that was a complete lie, despise school with a passion. I hate that you have to work and that it invades your home as well. Homework is a disgusting feature of the modern school. It is what the teacher is incapable of teaching you in the lesson. Ha. They even teach you what you will never need. Most of it i accept you will use but some of it is just absurd.

I sit in lessons and mope through the work not actually taking it in because it is sssooo boring. Maths is the worst lesson, god you can't make maths exciting. Now i know why Mr Hay is the way he is.

Got a decent report which generally said i am making progress and everyone thinks i'm gonna get an A in their subject (which is brilliant) and three or four think i'm gonna get an A* (Bloody Amazing). All round positive. I am really happy and looking forward to break, lunch and........oh wait their the only non-lesson time periods.

I will get up very early tomorrow so i can get things together for school and also so my parents don't moan at me, mainly Dad who will be like, 'first day back and your already late, blood brilliant'.

Ah well
I will see you when i see you
Goodbye my friends

BTW you will be reading this after Monday a presume so see you on Tuesday.

Half Term

Well everythings become exceedingly exciting throughout this appallingly short holiday.



Jazz has started missing Pooley which was to be expected but she still thought she could go a whole week without seeing or talking to him. At least she has that good old walking holiday to take her mind of of him.

Hannah's completely changed the colour of her hair for no apparent reason other than she felt like it, good enough for me. She also decided to buy some Latex because she looks good in it, fair enough but the thought process of, 'Let's look at some Latex' still confuses me.

Freddy had a panic attack and started telling us he couldn't cope with life (which was an incredibly stupid statement Frederick) but with a lot of help from Dani and not much help from David and myself he pulled himself together.

David's........well.........being David.

Chris is sticking with his weight loss thing and i applaud him for that. How in the good lords name is he doing it.

Ellen went to London and it sounds like she had a really great time. Oh yeh How can you shop for hours and walk away with nothing?!?!?!?!?

Matt hasn't lost his obsession with the small bouncy balls you get out of the little turny machines in random places like leisure centres. (grow up)

Hutty's trying to reorganise his towny thing which i can't make. Sorry

Dani is stranded on what might as well be the other side of the world and can't get to Bedford at all. Damn.



I've had a pretty uneventful week but i did enjoy Tuesday alot. I have set a new book reading record for myself, 5 books each over 370 pages in the last 6 days. In total 2136 pages in the week so far. For me that's amazing. I can't believe i put that, that's how dull my week has been. I still need to do alot though.

Need to finsh my homework.

Need to pick my fitness levels back up.

Need to get all my chores done.

Need to stay sane, this holiday will kill me.

Need to smile. :D

Need to get my mp3 thingy fixed.

Need to stop eating when i'm bored. (will help with number 2)



Sorry a little sidetracked but has anyone who has never broken a bone ever really wanted to break their arm or leg because they want the experience?

That isn't me being like a super emo breking my arm btw it's just something i was wondering about.

Btw Jazz if you do that 'Today' thing everyday i will kill you, i will then regret killing you but i will be sick of the word 'Today'

This is a very pointless Blog
oh well

What's everyone's favourite band? U might as well answer.
We have one vote for the Script. not from me though, twas Ellsie
Chris said Led Zeppelin

What's you favourite song? Answer that aswell
Ellsie said Autumn Leaves By Paolo Nutini
Chris said Dazed and Confused by Led Zeppelin

Please answer
I'm in an inquisative mood
HeHe

Right then

This is my position. This is me trusting you lot so don't talk about this, EVER

Well last year my Mother who is the 'Bread Winner' of the family was in a position of being made redundant except it was a low risk thing and she is key to the business. She held onto her job. Around two weeks ago she got told that there is a very high possibility that she will be made redundant within the next 6 months. Real shit hole to be in atm. With the credit crunch nobody wants to hire anybody. This is why i need a scholarship. And i mean desperately. Getting a scholarship to Bedford School will be much easier if Bed Mod doesn't give me one, which is also an unfortunately high possibility.

I don't want to move. I hate the thought. I will then be in a school where everybody looks down on me. Oh yay. I can imagine the conversation with one of them.

Jobber: So what sport did you get a scholarship for, Football
Me: No
Jobber: Rugby
Me: No
Jobber: Cricket
Me: No
Jobber: Swimmer
Me: No
Jobber: Ok what?
Me: Badminton
Jobber: WTF's Badminton

Anyway, My mums applied for the few jobs she could find and today we got a phone call from someone in London telling her that she was being looked into as a candidate for one of the jobs she applied for. I don't think anything's going to come of it though because she would have to comute and it would be a really stressful job.

So that's the S**thole i'm in at the moment.

Not a great view from here.

And Yet i'm smiling, still f*****g smiling.

It's Getting Harder Though

Cheer Up

Now you all know that i'm a happy person and that i'm always smiling and seeing the funny side of things. You guys are bringing me down. Your always moaning and sad about something ranging from your love life to your school work. Get over it. Do you think that i'm never sad, if you do i think your an idiot. I am sad sometimes but the best thing to do is smile, laugh and move on. Bloody go eat some chocolate and get your happy hormones out and tell your depressing dull ones to bugger off.

Always look for the good things in life like:

Getting a good mark in a subject you're weak in.
Hugs. (i seem to be coming round to these)
Laughing your head off with your friends
Laughing at those who are incapable of laughing or talking
A simple smile and a thumbs up
Being told your going to be missed
Having a laugh with someone you aren't friends with
Being asked for help
Giving as much as you can to things
House swimming being cancelled. AMEN
Two atractive girls dancing in their car whilst driving along side you through town with you laughing and dancing aswell. Yes strangers can be nice to.
Making someone annoyed when you really want them to be cos they've annoyed you. HEHE oh what fun

Just the little things cheer me up. The fine details got right. I love my life even though sometimes it is pretty crap. There is a line in Batman Begins which is absoluteely Genious and more effective cos Michael Cain says it, it goes, 'And why do we fall Master Bruce? To learn to pick ourselves back up again.' That is just an amazing line and i love it. I also live by it. Take a hit, roll and get back up again. Learn from the hit and move on. Genious

The moral of the story is CHEER UP :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

COLD COLD COLD

Snow days are days in which to do stupid things but i recommend everyone who sees this to do nothing like this.

So after those TWO Snow Angels i think i win.

Non-Rain Day

Thought i'd change the title from Hannah and Sis's titles

Well that was an eventful day for all of us in Bed Mod. Arrive at 8:15. Registration at 8:45. Signing out and walking into the Blizzard which had developed by 9:00. Brisk 1 hour stroll to Master Ramsdens house. Waiting outside his house for another hour cos his brother wasn't at home having a snowball fight and making snowman. Quick warm up then on to Bedford Park where we met up with Rob after having tiny fights with Les John Joe and Priya. On to bigger things when we attacked the six formers. Some amazing Snowball skills from myself and Matt made us invincible. Then teaming up with the sixth formers against another huge group of sixth formers. AAAAHHHH it turned into bedlam. Then to top it all of we got attacked by a Massive group of chavs and we had a MEGA snowball fight. BRILLIANT. And all the while David searched in vain for his phone which he dropped in the snow. What an idiot.

When all the chavs were thourouly snowed we walked away. and then i got rugby tackled into the snow from an old mate from badminton. Good times except he made me eat some snow which wasn't very tasty. All of this i did in my school uniform with no big coat, just my Blazer and no gloves, just my bare hands. Later i realised i had frost bite and then sat in agony for a long time whilst my hands thawed out. All worth it though cos i had a great time.

Shame i didn't see u all.
Luv the world today
Luv the snow
Luv U

bye......

Shattered

Badminton

Interesting sport consisting of three 'disciplines'.
1) Singles is funnily enough one person working their arse off to win the game
2) Level Doubles is two people of the same sex working their arses off to win the game
3) Mixed Doubles is a boy and a girl playing to win the game but in my opinion only the boy works his arse off whilst the girl stands at the front being useless playing netshots which is 'sssooo hard' apparently. If Ella sees this i'm DEAD.

Yesterday I went to Luton to play the first Bedfordshire/Badminton England tournament which was an U17 Bronze equal to an U15 Silver which is what i am at the mo. Matt was there aswell looking to win the singles whilst i was there looking to win the Doubles.

First Singles. Everyone i knew there got a piss easy game apart from me first and guess what......i lost unsuprisingly. Then i won my other 2 beating a much better player than the one i lost to. He eventually went through so i was out so i will continue on with Matts singles. Matt killed another person this week via his back this time so Matt won by default in the Quarters. (He was going to win anyway) Then in the Semis he played an ex-england player who was on his comeback after illness and unfortunately lost 22-20. So a Bronze for Bedfordshire in the singles thanx to Matt.

Level Doubles. My time to shine. Matt got knocked out in his group cos he had a bad partner cos he didn't say yes when i asked him to play with me (Idiot). Me and Ian however (Dream Team) Killed of our group and continued our amazing play to the final winning the Semi 21-16.
Final playing to huge beefy guys (who thought they were gonna walk us........oh how wrong they were) even all the way until 17 all when they went up to 19-17. I'm thinking S**T! But Dream team fought back like the heros we are with some ultimate defence and some amazingly good play to bring it back to 19 all. We won the next point, 20-19 to us, we can do it i was now thinking. Last point they attacked the serve and i was immediately defending. 2 Big ass mother F*****s smashing the hell at me but with my amazing skills, tought to me by an England player i drove the shuttle back at them which was the only thing they weren't expecting and the brainless oaf went to smash it below net hight. Result a framed smash not even reaching the net and a loud ZZZZOOOOO from me and Ian. (a badminton shout) Dream Team 21 Brainless Oafs 19. Oh Yeh.

Bronze Medal in the Singles for Bedfordshire
and
Two Gold Medals in the Doubles

We are amazing

And also very happy
And terribly tired (Up till one, how stupid)

Twas a good day yesterday. Like all days.

Till i can be arsed again................

Confidence

Well

I heard a conversation about somebody being confident and i realised that i am probably the least confident person u will ever meet. I back away from challenges and shy away from insult. I don't really stand up for myself or more importantly those who i should stand up for as in my friends. Sorry. I don't go for things like try my absolute best in anything especially running and Badminton, mainly cos i don't like being the one under pressure and the one being watched and cheered on by other people. I hate it. I get scared and run away into the back of my mind and won't come out until Ive lost which is always what happens. I do it when speaking in public as well because i just close up and i freeze. I forget what I'm going to say and i muck up what I'm saying as well.

I get really embarrassed easily too. I don't know why but i just do. That's the worst feeling i've ever fealt. All eyes on you and you can't say anything. Being laughed at by others, or being rejected by others because of something which has happend in the past. Or something you do now which you don't want to shout out to the world because it's not 'cool' or 'normal'. I don't get over shit like that fast. Some people brush it off and carry on, i admire them but i'm not one of them.

Back on planet Earth......

Dani said that we r splitting up into groups like the emos and the chavs and i feel that i'm being pushed and pulled towards a group. Small group but within it is alot of good friends. I'm moving away from some other good friends like the George Cliftons of this world who don't like alot of the people i like but i am very good friends with. My parents have always told me i have a gift for making friends and i would like to think that i am not hated by anyone and nobody despises me enough to ignore me when i say hi to them. It's annoying sometimes when 2 of your friends don't get on or one despises the other as in one case. I try the best i can to make peace between them but one is just too stubborn to accept that he is wrong and stop. I make friends easily which is flippin useful as it showed in 'The Academy' where i was friends with everyone after two hours. Yay. Toni ure mental.

Friends r the best things since sliced bread
Yes that means u
Yeh u
U

Till we speak again......

Good Weekend

Seems to me that the world is happy
I took a poll

Hannah: GREAT
Jazz: wkddd
Pooley: Of course he's happy
Ellen: She's good
Hutty: Defencive but good
Freddie: Yesterday good
Harris: Great cos he won a tournament
David: No but will he ever be

Me: BRILLIANT

Jeeze it has been an amazing weekend and it was mainly down to one conversation

But thankyou everybody for being so damn happy, cos that makes me happy

:D

50 things i have done in my life

1: Won 21 Badminton medals in a year.

2: Been to Walt Disney World Florida

3: Walked up a stream whilst the normal people walked on the path

4: Fallen 3 foot down a mountain and stopped on a tiny outcropping which stopped me from falling around 2900 more feet.

5: Made somebody cry at my blog

6: Just received a book entitled 'Is it just me or is everything shit?'

7: Taken 8 months to read a 326 page book.

8: Dislocated my thumb.......Thrice

9: Lost in a final and been sooo pissed off i threw a shoe across the width of a huge badminton hall in the university of east anglia

10: Had a best friend that would take a bullet for me

11: Argued with that friend cos i wouldn't want her to

12: Been a Marine..................and hated it

13: Had such bad cramp i have cried

14: Played Badminton with and England player...........and won

15: Been at BMS for seven long years.

16: Stayed awake for over 52 hours and then fallen down asleep in a park and woken up 13 hours later only to fall asleep again

17: Laughed unbelievably hard with one person because of the word 'moo'

18: Recovered from having Asthma

19: Spent 4 days steaming round the islands of Scotland on the Omagh

20: Learnt Piano for 5 weeks....then quit

21: Was youngest boy in BMS at one point

22: Climbed the highest mountain in Wales

23: Received a warning for flicking a rubber across a class room when i was seven.

24: Tripped somebody i care about over into a locker

25: Accidently become a drug addict at the age of 7 on Dequacaine

26: Looked for a door on my television to go to the place on the screen

27: Lost somebody i would have been best friends with had she not left

28: Been surrounded by drunks at a party

29: Done the ChaCha slide with and Olympic silver medalist at this party

30: Stood in the rain just because i felt i should

31: Taught 4 people to dive

32: Won the School Steeplechase

33: Got a new big sister when i'm 14

34: Had a huge rant at my best friend for reasons only we know

35: Dug out our pond cos my parents didn't want to

36: Spent god knows how long on a bus to look at some graves and french fields. I'm not being disrespectful there. I respect the people who died so i don't have to speak German.

37: Told David to move an unimaginable amount of times

38: Been told to run it in rugby after ive kicked the ball

39: Managed a Badminton team to victory with the help of an amazing friend

40: Been told i'm on steroids after i blitzed passed a rugby team on the wing

41: Got so annoyed with a meccano set that i threw it across the room.

42: Mastered the art of having silent convos with my best mate

43: Shot a few Magpies

44: Walked into a lamp post in the middle of town

45: Jumped into a Scottish Loch................and regretted it. Damn cold

46: Stopped my best mate and my Dad having a big argument

47: Loved every second of Class Civ

48: Become Friends with some pretty incredible people since last summer

49: Been called cool when thats probably one of the only things i think i'm not

50: Been incredibly happy over the past like 4 hours whilst thinking of the 49 other things in this flippin blog. Helped of course by two of the most important people in my life.


Thankyou

Two big questions for you

Do you see me as the genuine happy article or as somebody wearing a mask at school??

Do you think i'm a happy person??

Realisation

Realisation is one of the stranges experiences ever.

It suddenly dawned on me tonight that all this emotional rubbish about friends missing me if i died or left isn't at all the stupid idea which i thought it once was.

I would be devistated if one of my friends died, close or not, it would be terrible and the thought is pretty worrying to me aswell. If however one of my friends left i would be sad into the realms of annoyance. Ask me why and i would say its one of the few lives i have and it leaving just means i am closer to loosing my whole life. (my little idea don't ask why it's that)

I know i would be annoyed because somebody who was probably going to become one of my closest friends left.

She said to me 'I havn't known you for long Greg but i really want to, so don't go anywhere anytime soon'
I said to that 'I won't if you don't'
She said 'I promise i won't go anywhere'

She was on a plane to LA 8 days later.

I'm never going to ask somebody to stick around because i know they won't. I'm also never going to promise anything because i know that i can't keep that promise.

I believe that i have wandered somewhat from the topic at the top but oh well

The point is that i would be pretty upset if one of my friends left my life. So please don't.

Enough with the emotional gobbledegoop.

Fact: you are 450% more likely to get obese if you don't eat breakfast.

SOOOO Little Miss Wallet, i'd start eating breakfast if i were you. I know someone who likes you just the way you are.

Addicted

Right

What is the hullabalooo about Call of Duty 4 and 5.

I played COD4 at master Ramsdens house and i think he was appalled by my lack of skill on the battlefield. I was pretty damn bad.

It wasn't the most amzing game ever made but i can't really comment cos i don't have any of the latest consoles and i don't do COD4 or Gears of War 8 or Halo 5 or Guitar Hero. I think you need to get a life outside your bedroom and find out what the outdoors is all about. One example being Tindall whos life revolves around that damn game and he actually took a day off school to play on COD5 the day it came out. How sad. He's going to die alone.

The question is for all you COD4 addicts out there............. Do you want to die alone???

Well that was pretty random.
Sorry for wasting your precious time.

On a happier note

We won the Badminton, only dropping one game where me and Itzy Bitzy Fitzy were pissin about. We lost 21-20. Keep ure lift in next time Fitzy.

I'm exceedingly happy today for many reasons unknown to you and i hope you all are aswell.
Nighty Night

In the silence

In the night my thoughts went as such..............

Ne-yo's album is pretty good
ok maybe not than song
wtf is this that ive just nocked over in the darkness
oh my lamp
wat the hell is a cascada album doin in my room
i'll listen to this instead
some of her old stuff was pretty good
ok really bad headache from music
damn it's soo quiet
stomachs playing up
ok this is flippin painful now
Ok this is sssooooo not good
i'm gonna throw up
ok i threw up
wat time is it
i might as well not sleep
only 1 and a half hours to go till morning
why can't those bloody birds shuttup
everyone else in the country is asleep
why can't you be normal Greg
wat are people doing 2moz
i can't believe he didn't tell me that i have a county match until the day before
we best win 2moz
ok well 2day
who do suffolk have
Tommy Banham
and sum little england player
Darren can kick him
is darren even playing?
wonder wether parent heard me being ill
my stomach still hurts
will i throw up again
yes
Stupid retard
ok i really shouldn't have hit myself
i really should get some sleep now
its quiet enough to get to sleep
apart from those bloody birds
why pick me to annoy
my life sucks right now
sooooo damn tired
ok i don't care wat happens
i'm going to sleep........

........morning came and i was late for the county match because i still felt dodgey. Only ate one thing all day which is stupid cos i need fuel to work, and alot to work well. Won all of my games in my county match. Felt really ill afterwords though. 'take it for the team' somebody once said to me. It was drink back then though, not alot of stomach pain. Beat Suffolk 14-6 in games. Cos we're amazing.

Not looking forward to school 2moz
See you there........

Quiet

I'm just sitting here on a normal saturday evening. It's very late and ive just realised whilst my mind is wandering around in its peaceful mode that it is sooo quiet. The hum that my computer makes was the only noise i could hear until i started typing. It's really peaceful around now and my mind just flickers through thoughts and memories. Thinking about friends and family. Planning the day 2moz. Remembering things that happend many moons ago.

Music has the same effect on me. I don't listen to it, i just think. Lying in bed with headphones on or earpieces in listening to music is when i solve the problems of my life. It's also when i show my emotions like sadness or anger but i don't act on them. That is why you never see me angry or down hearted, it's because there is a time to show it, and with my friends is not the right time for me because i don't like people to see me like that. I put on a mask when i wake up and only take it off if i feel really secure. It will probably happen with i'm with my friends at some point because i feel safe with them. btw i don't mean safe as in i'm not gonna get mugged.

My thinking is crazy.
Wats Ne-yo:So you can cry
when will mum and dad shout for me to go to bed
that humm is really peaceful
i think i'll get a drink
my new passport photo is crap
chocolate milk is pretty good
wats Ne-yo:Fade into the background
rihanna isn't that fit
i'll listen to umbrella
isn't too much of a bad song
wat were Dani and Jazz singin outside pizza hut
Jazz is proper cool
That pizza was ok actually
Pooley is good for Jazz
why didn't rob come to town
wonder how the netball went
why does my webcam not work
i'll try to fix it
it's just retarded
will 2009 be a good year
i doubt it for me apart from school
i should do well at school this year
why is Hutty so smart
and Pooley actually
wow he is actually amazing at everything, Jazz has got the coolest guy in the year
wats Ne-yo:Back to what you know
why am i still awake
anyone done a new blog
how many blogs does Ed write
One a day for Hutty, thats stupid
Wat was i thinking bout earlier
i'll write a blog on what i thought bout...........

..............and thats how i got to now.

Ok i'm gonna go listen to sum music and think sum more sooooo.....
Nighty Night

Life Love and Hapiness

Just a general life one here covering a few aspects of mine.

School.
The most important and worst thing in life. I'm doing alright at school i suppose and i get through without any sanctions, yet. CCF was the worst thing ever cos it was so boring. Quit though so all good. Not failing by alot so i feel good about school. I'm going to try harder though cos it is the first GCSE year and i want good grades.

Friends
What can i say apart from that i have the strangest collection of them but they r the greatest in the universe. I'd like to think nobody hates me, too much. I would hope i never have to try for my friends (unless they needed me to do something for them) but i will always be there.

Love
Nothing to talk about. Nobody has any interest in me. Never have. I won't 'try' (if u do try in love) unless of course there is somebody i do like.

Social
I try to make friends with most people and i have no enemies............urm.........no, no enemies. I'm a miserable git though co i never go out and I'm not pro active. I will try harder in organizing things like going into town just to see everyone at weekends and holidays.

Health
Fit as a butchers dog. I might try to get fitter. Start running again.

Sports
Just sum random sports.
Footy:Rubbish
Badminton:Unstoppable (need to try to keep a roof over my head)
Rugby:OK
Cricket:Rubbish
Basketball:Amazing
Running:Same as basketball

Family
Not Brilliant. They need to try before i do cos i do nothing to upset them except be me. I just suck sooo much in their eyes. I don' care for them any more.

that was proper random so i apologise for it.
till i see sum of u 2moz
and to the rest
laters..........

School........is Good

I don't really have anything interesting to say other than yesterday or the day before (how can i have forgotten already) i gained a brand new sister. I will add she is older than me so now i have two older sisters but she is far far far coller than my biological one. 'I shouldn't see things like this'

Other than that there hasn't been much going on apart from boring old school. How dull. Suprisingly i hav found an enjoyment of all of the sciences this year and in fact i enjoy all of the lessons i do this year. Some are going better than others. Class Civ sittin with the dullest person ever, but it is funny. Alot of core subjects wiv Freddie Rob and strangely Lowerson. Maths with same (not Lowerson) Hutty and Mikesh. Geography with T-Payne. Drama with Gingey(i'm laughing on the wrong side of my face). Breaks and Lunch with EVERYBODY!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! God the lockers must be bored of us by now.

Gone are the days of CCF. Lewis makin me do press ups for not caring about the stupid uniform.

Mr Fitton: Greg why aren't you CCFing 2night.
Greg: Because i don't want to.
Mr Fitton: Is this a continuous thing
Greg: Yes
Mr Fitton: Oh............urm........ok then.

Finally I'm FREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

Never want to be free of my crazy mix of friends though.
Nighty Night

Oh Great.....

Had an U17 county match today against Norfolk.
We drew. 10-10 in games. Which is pretty bad actually.

I play county badminton at U15 and U17. Last year i went to the U17 county championships when i was actually U14. To say that, i think is quite an acheivment. I have worked hard to get to the point i am at and now the county relies on me to help win. I am one of the top rated doubles players in the country and i can hold my own against anyone in the singles. My personal thoughts on this is that its very impressive to be this good at a sport i hate with all of my guts.

I started playing Badminton to impress my father who is county coach. I kept on playing just so that he would approve of me. He still doesn't.

Today i lost my singles to an absolute prick who cheated against me. I won the first set 22-20 (it was actually 21-18) Then i played crap and lost 21-13 and 21-16, which is bollocks. My dad went mental and started going on about effort and how i didn't go to training yesterday. Then i got a threat, a very real and serious threat which he will carry out. When i turn 16 i will be thrown out of home and told to get on with life. Oh Great. Now i'm completely terrified of turning 16. He will do it. I probably won't mind leaving seeing as i hate the man cos he's an absolute.................


I know its really confused and muddled up but i'm a bit distracted within my own thoughts.
I think there is a valid enough reason for this.

Trustworthy?

I was reading a friends blog on trust and i didn't know wether i am trustworthy or not.

I would hope that if anybody wanted to talk to me about anything they would just go ahead and say it, rather than bottling it up and if anybody needed somebody to talk to, they would look in my direction but it actually struck me that they don't. My 'best firend' only trusts me to a minor degree but no more than he would anybody else he knows. This concerned me. If somebody is not able to confide in you, are you able to confide in them?

I do not trust people with the things that concern me the most. I probably should but i just don't. I have realised that i would not talk to anybody even if i was super desperate. I would keep it locked up inside me and hope it would go away. I realise that this is stupid but i am just not a trusting person. I do not even trust my bestest buddies, which is terrible.

Bestest Buddies

I thougt i might start with an intro to who i think i am but i han an epiphany
I am all the people who i think like me.


Below are the people whom i love and i would willingly put my head on the line for them.
Anything they need, i will get for them.
Anything they want to confide in me i will keep secret.
Anything, Anytime, Anywhere


David: Wat can i say about him. He's the most boring person u will ever meet and he isn't the sharpest tool in the shed but he's great. Sometimes i could.......argh........kill him, but at others (mainly when we're having silent look convos) he is so funny i can't stop laughing. Ive been at BMS with him for 7 years and to start off with.......well...... he bulied me. It was only really from year 5 or 6 that i really started becoming his friend. I remember amazing times like walking round a church laughing my head of with him (how disrespectfull) because of one word. He had the emotional range of a teespoon until year 9 and from then on sumthing changed. He suprised me soooo much. He has motivated himself to become a really good Rugby player which i have always wanted to be and now he does weights and stuff to get fit. He's Brilliant and i could ask for no better good friend.

Freddie: I have been good friends with him sonce year 3 and he just gets better and better. He's pretty damn good at football and he's soo funny sometimes its unbelievable. He is the perfect size to lean on and is also far smarter than me. He once wrote on a top trumps card about friends that he looks up to me and trusts me. How amazing is that. That is basically the best thing to have said about u ever. He is kind and i would trust him with anything. He's great.

Hannah: Summer 2008 was probably the first time she'd ever talked to me. It was only cos there was the strangest mix of people EVER on that trip and i was one of the normal ones(cough cough). She's super cool and also probably the stupidest person ive ever met. (To prove how little i know of her i only found this out recently) she used to not eat. She thought she was fat. She is one of the prettiest girls ive ever met in my life and she thought she was fat. How, god only knows. I luv her to pieces now cos she is hilarious. She is so easy to take the mick out of but then she just calls me gay and its even. She is also really impressive cos she has taken so much crap from people like Skings Howli and peeps like that and just shrugged it of and continued being her. She will also be one of the most sanctioned people i'll ever meet if she continues at this rate. And don't ask me if ive got morals cos thats her decision.

Rob: Funny as hell sometimes. Biology in year 10 is sooo much better cos i sit next to him and we just laugh our way through it. Far smarter than myself at most subjects but absolutely diabolical at acountancy maths. How hard can it be. Mainly became friends through Badminton and hav stayed that way ever since which i am very happy about cos he does make my day better. Between each period there is the locker area chat. A little bit of peace between the madness of school.

Matt: I met him first in year 1 or something and he lives literally across the road. Joined BMS in year 9 and fitted in perfectly cos he is just a nice kid. He makes me laugh with his odd sense of humour but he is a bit racist sumtimes.(tut tut) Got to know him better at badminton and i went to all stars first btw and then quit. He plays County U17 wiv me and he is pretty damn good at singles. I can Kick his ass at doubles though. He's a really good footballer as well and he's a good fly half. Needs sum balls though. Taken loads of shit bout being gay and i warn u now i will stick up for him cos he is my friend.

Dani: Only really started talking to Dani towards the end of year nine and she is one hell of an interesting person. She is as shy as anything and apolagises sooooooooooooo much on msn. She wears some of the coolest things i think ive ever seen and she is super cool. If she wants to talk she has some fantastic views and ideas and everything comes from the real her. Contrary to alot of peoples beliefs i do not fancy her. Too good for me. If u havn't seen her blog i read it from start to finish and it gives u a clear idea of what kind of person she is. An amzingly complicated one but one u really want her as ure friend.

Ellen: Started talking to her same time as Hannah. She's funny because she takes so much shit about her hair (ginge) and she calls everyone a female dog and tells them to f off and then 2 seconds later she hugs them. Wat The Hell. Strange to the max but funny and good at drama. I also hate her for the Jeeves situation which i had to handle seeing as he would only react non-badly to me. (i thought it went quite well) She's cool cos she tries to help even if she can't. She helped a good friend in matters with another good friend recently and ? appretiates her help and so do i cos ? being happy made me happy.

Jazz: I regret something. I actually hate myself for it. In like year 5 and 6 Jazz's first 2 years at BMS i took the piss out of her because of her glasses i think it was.(I know it sounds stupid but it was proper bad at the start of her BMS life) I wish i could go back and change that so badly. I have put her in the bestest friend thingy cos she is amazing. I hav only really talked talked to her and got her msn in the past few days and she is really interesting. She is this averagely smart, attractive girl who has this incredible love of photography and she is just one of those people u r so glad u hav got to know. I havn't really got to know her yet but i really want to. She has overcome some huge barriers like the 'Jazzman' thing and the stupid class fool thing. She is passionate about her photography and actually has a plan of what she wants to become. She's also quite a good sportswoman with her hockey and she runs well aswell. I think she is super cool.

Payno: Well what can i say...............................Prick. Alot of the time i could really kill this boy but i have to admit he makes me laugh so much with some of his stuff. He invents these stupid things like me and Dani and Matt and Alex and sometimes he just goes too far. Ive spoken to him on a few occasions telling him to lay of some of the above peeps but he can't help himself. I don't do dropping friends unless they betray my trust so i havn't given up on him. His main feature is his undieyng wit and thats about it. I dunno why but i like him. He just is somebody to like, much to the disapointment of Hannah who hates his guts. Alot do.

Todd: OH MY GOD. He is one of the most amazing people on the planet. I'm going to leave it there.

Hutty: Now u know what, ireally didn't like this kid for like the first year of him being at BMS. Super smart stuckup imbecile who tries to act cool but isn't. I'm being honest here.
Now though i do like him. He's funny and sometimes helps me with the odd bit of maths. He is suprisinly caring. Holds good partys too. Thankyou for inviting me mate.

I have probably forgotten one or two friends but i'm an idiot so forgive me...
i'll complete this when i'm not asleep........