Quiet

I'm just sitting here on a normal saturday evening. It's very late and ive just realised whilst my mind is wandering around in its peaceful mode that it is sooo quiet. The hum that my computer makes was the only noise i could hear until i started typing. It's really peaceful around now and my mind just flickers through thoughts and memories. Thinking about friends and family. Planning the day 2moz. Remembering things that happend many moons ago.

Music has the same effect on me. I don't listen to it, i just think. Lying in bed with headphones on or earpieces in listening to music is when i solve the problems of my life. It's also when i show my emotions like sadness or anger but i don't act on them. That is why you never see me angry or down hearted, it's because there is a time to show it, and with my friends is not the right time for me because i don't like people to see me like that. I put on a mask when i wake up and only take it off if i feel really secure. It will probably happen with i'm with my friends at some point because i feel safe with them. btw i don't mean safe as in i'm not gonna get mugged.

My thinking is crazy.
Wats Ne-yo:So you can cry
when will mum and dad shout for me to go to bed
that humm is really peaceful
i think i'll get a drink
my new passport photo is crap
chocolate milk is pretty good
wats Ne-yo:Fade into the background
rihanna isn't that fit
i'll listen to umbrella
isn't too much of a bad song
wat were Dani and Jazz singin outside pizza hut
Jazz is proper cool
That pizza was ok actually
Pooley is good for Jazz
why didn't rob come to town
wonder how the netball went
why does my webcam not work
i'll try to fix it
it's just retarded
will 2009 be a good year
i doubt it for me apart from school
i should do well at school this year
why is Hutty so smart
and Pooley actually
wow he is actually amazing at everything, Jazz has got the coolest guy in the year
wats Ne-yo:Back to what you know
why am i still awake
anyone done a new blog
how many blogs does Ed write
One a day for Hutty, thats stupid
Wat was i thinking bout earlier
i'll write a blog on what i thought bout...........

..............and thats how i got to now.

Ok i'm gonna go listen to sum music and think sum more sooooo.....
Nighty Night