Friday, 23 January 2009

Realisation

Realisation is one of the stranges experiences ever.

It suddenly dawned on me tonight that all this emotional rubbish about friends missing me if i died or left isn't at all the stupid idea which i thought it once was.

I would be devistated if one of my friends died, close or not, it would be terrible and the thought is pretty worrying to me aswell. If however one of my friends left i would be sad into the realms of annoyance. Ask me why and i would say its one of the few lives i have and it leaving just means i am closer to loosing my whole life. (my little idea don't ask why it's that)

I know i would be annoyed because somebody who was probably going to become one of my closest friends left.

She said to me 'I havn't known you for long Greg but i really want to, so don't go anywhere anytime soon'
I said to that 'I won't if you don't'
She said 'I promise i won't go anywhere'

She was on a plane to LA 8 days later.

I'm never going to ask somebody to stick around because i know they won't. I'm also never going to promise anything because i know that i can't keep that promise.

I believe that i have wandered somewhat from the topic at the top but oh well

The point is that i would be pretty upset if one of my friends left my life. So please don't.

Enough with the emotional gobbledegoop.

Fact: you are 450% more likely to get obese if you don't eat breakfast.

SOOOO Little Miss Wallet, i'd start eating breakfast if i were you. I know someone who likes you just the way you are.

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