Sitting here in what can only be described as an immense amount of pain. I put in the effort and this is what i get from it. A huge amount of calf and shoulder pain after burning out on the Running on Wednesday and Training this evening after games.
I'm am nervous about tomorrow. I want to get through to the National Finals for the third year i think it is. I have all the faith in the world in Matt to deliver because he always does. I know that Stuart and Alfie will do their best but it is myself i am worried about. I don't perform when it is required of me. I will likely lose my first game but then it may be too late to get back into it. Grrr i get annoyed at myself because i make mistakes. My dad gets even more pissed off though.
At least i don't have to do school stuff like lessons and rubbish. :D That i am very pleased about.
I will talk to you on msn sometime
But see you on Monday (long old time a weekend)
Unless your around at like 5 on Friday
If we win i may cheer up
If we lose then don't expect me to be the happiest of people
I havn't decided wether or not to miss you so i will think about it
I'm going to have power sleep
Regain my energy and calves for tomorrow
GGRRR
Thursday, 26 February 2009
Sunday, 22 February 2009
HaHa
I'm sitting here laughing.
Everybody has gone to bed including Dani because it's school tomorrow and I'm the only one up which i find quite amusing really. My parents haven't actually sent me to bed because the movie Top Gun is on and they said i should watch it. I snuck away in the adverts and they haven't told me to get off the PC yet.
I remember doing a blog on silence a while ago and i wrote my thoughts, I'm not going to do the same. I was just laughing to myself and thought of writing about it. Shows how exciting i am.
I think everybody was scared of school tomorrow, 'i will go to bed early so i can get up' If you lazy sods can't get up then set an alarm.
I'm looking forward to it. Ok that was a complete lie, despise school with a passion. I hate that you have to work and that it invades your home as well. Homework is a disgusting feature of the modern school. It is what the teacher is incapable of teaching you in the lesson. Ha. They even teach you what you will never need. Most of it i accept you will use but some of it is just absurd.
I sit in lessons and mope through the work not actually taking it in because it is sssooo boring. Maths is the worst lesson, god you can't make maths exciting. Now i know why Mr Hay is the way he is.
Got a decent report which generally said i am making progress and everyone thinks i'm gonna get an A in their subject (which is brilliant) and three or four think i'm gonna get an A* (Bloody Amazing). All round positive. I am really happy and looking forward to break, lunch and........oh wait their the only non-lesson time periods.
I will get up very early tomorrow so i can get things together for school and also so my parents don't moan at me, mainly Dad who will be like, 'first day back and your already late, blood brilliant'.
Ah well
I will see you when i see you
Goodbye my friends
BTW you will be reading this after Monday a presume so see you on Tuesday.
Everybody has gone to bed including Dani because it's school tomorrow and I'm the only one up which i find quite amusing really. My parents haven't actually sent me to bed because the movie Top Gun is on and they said i should watch it. I snuck away in the adverts and they haven't told me to get off the PC yet.
I remember doing a blog on silence a while ago and i wrote my thoughts, I'm not going to do the same. I was just laughing to myself and thought of writing about it. Shows how exciting i am.
I think everybody was scared of school tomorrow, 'i will go to bed early so i can get up' If you lazy sods can't get up then set an alarm.
I'm looking forward to it. Ok that was a complete lie, despise school with a passion. I hate that you have to work and that it invades your home as well. Homework is a disgusting feature of the modern school. It is what the teacher is incapable of teaching you in the lesson. Ha. They even teach you what you will never need. Most of it i accept you will use but some of it is just absurd.
I sit in lessons and mope through the work not actually taking it in because it is sssooo boring. Maths is the worst lesson, god you can't make maths exciting. Now i know why Mr Hay is the way he is.
Got a decent report which generally said i am making progress and everyone thinks i'm gonna get an A in their subject (which is brilliant) and three or four think i'm gonna get an A* (Bloody Amazing). All round positive. I am really happy and looking forward to break, lunch and........oh wait their the only non-lesson time periods.
I will get up very early tomorrow so i can get things together for school and also so my parents don't moan at me, mainly Dad who will be like, 'first day back and your already late, blood brilliant'.
Ah well
I will see you when i see you
Goodbye my friends
BTW you will be reading this after Monday a presume so see you on Tuesday.
Friday, 20 February 2009
Half Term
Well everythings become exceedingly exciting throughout this appallingly short holiday.
Jazz has started missing Pooley which was to be expected but she still thought she could go a whole week without seeing or talking to him. At least she has that good old walking holiday to take her mind of of him.
Hannah's completely changed the colour of her hair for no apparent reason other than she felt like it, good enough for me. She also decided to buy some Latex because she looks good in it, fair enough but the thought process of, 'Let's look at some Latex' still confuses me.
Freddy had a panic attack and started telling us he couldn't cope with life (which was an incredibly stupid statement Frederick) but with a lot of help from Dani and not much help from David and myself he pulled himself together.
David's........well.........being David.
Chris is sticking with his weight loss thing and i applaud him for that. How in the good lords name is he doing it.
Ellen went to London and it sounds like she had a really great time. Oh yeh How can you shop for hours and walk away with nothing?!?!?!?!?
Matt hasn't lost his obsession with the small bouncy balls you get out of the little turny machines in random places like leisure centres. (grow up)
Hutty's trying to reorganise his towny thing which i can't make. Sorry
Dani is stranded on what might as well be the other side of the world and can't get to Bedford at all. Damn.
I've had a pretty uneventful week but i did enjoy Tuesday alot. I have set a new book reading record for myself, 5 books each over 370 pages in the last 6 days. In total 2136 pages in the week so far. For me that's amazing. I can't believe i put that, that's how dull my week has been. I still need to do alot though.
Need to finsh my homework.
Need to pick my fitness levels back up.
Need to get all my chores done.
Need to stay sane, this holiday will kill me.
Need to smile. :D
Need to get my mp3 thingy fixed.
Need to stop eating when i'm bored. (will help with number 2)
Sorry a little sidetracked but has anyone who has never broken a bone ever really wanted to break their arm or leg because they want the experience?
That isn't me being like a super emo breking my arm btw it's just something i was wondering about.
Btw Jazz if you do that 'Today' thing everyday i will kill you, i will then regret killing you but i will be sick of the word 'Today'
This is a very pointless Blog
oh well
What's everyone's favourite band? U might as well answer.
We have one vote for the Script. not from me though, twas Ellsie
Chris said Led Zeppelin
What's you favourite song? Answer that aswell
Ellsie said Autumn Leaves By Paolo Nutini
Chris said Dazed and Confused by Led Zeppelin
Please answer
I'm in an inquisative mood
HeHe
Jazz has started missing Pooley which was to be expected but she still thought she could go a whole week without seeing or talking to him. At least she has that good old walking holiday to take her mind of of him.
Hannah's completely changed the colour of her hair for no apparent reason other than she felt like it, good enough for me. She also decided to buy some Latex because she looks good in it, fair enough but the thought process of, 'Let's look at some Latex' still confuses me.
Freddy had a panic attack and started telling us he couldn't cope with life (which was an incredibly stupid statement Frederick) but with a lot of help from Dani and not much help from David and myself he pulled himself together.
David's........well.........being David.
Chris is sticking with his weight loss thing and i applaud him for that. How in the good lords name is he doing it.
Ellen went to London and it sounds like she had a really great time. Oh yeh How can you shop for hours and walk away with nothing?!?!?!?!?
Matt hasn't lost his obsession with the small bouncy balls you get out of the little turny machines in random places like leisure centres. (grow up)
Hutty's trying to reorganise his towny thing which i can't make. Sorry
Dani is stranded on what might as well be the other side of the world and can't get to Bedford at all. Damn.
I've had a pretty uneventful week but i did enjoy Tuesday alot. I have set a new book reading record for myself, 5 books each over 370 pages in the last 6 days. In total 2136 pages in the week so far. For me that's amazing. I can't believe i put that, that's how dull my week has been. I still need to do alot though.
Need to finsh my homework.
Need to pick my fitness levels back up.
Need to get all my chores done.
Need to stay sane, this holiday will kill me.
Need to smile. :D
Need to get my mp3 thingy fixed.
Need to stop eating when i'm bored. (will help with number 2)
Sorry a little sidetracked but has anyone who has never broken a bone ever really wanted to break their arm or leg because they want the experience?
That isn't me being like a super emo breking my arm btw it's just something i was wondering about.
Btw Jazz if you do that 'Today' thing everyday i will kill you, i will then regret killing you but i will be sick of the word 'Today'
This is a very pointless Blog
oh well
What's everyone's favourite band? U might as well answer.
We have one vote for the Script. not from me though, twas Ellsie
Chris said Led Zeppelin
What's you favourite song? Answer that aswell
Ellsie said Autumn Leaves By Paolo Nutini
Chris said Dazed and Confused by Led Zeppelin
Please answer
I'm in an inquisative mood
HeHe
Monday, 16 February 2009
Right then
This is my position. This is me trusting you lot so don't talk about this, EVER
Well last year my Mother who is the 'Bread Winner' of the family was in a position of being made redundant except it was a low risk thing and she is key to the business. She held onto her job. Around two weeks ago she got told that there is a very high possibility that she will be made redundant within the next 6 months. Real shit hole to be in atm. With the credit crunch nobody wants to hire anybody. This is why i need a scholarship. And i mean desperately. Getting a scholarship to Bedford School will be much easier if Bed Mod doesn't give me one, which is also an unfortunately high possibility.
I don't want to move. I hate the thought. I will then be in a school where everybody looks down on me. Oh yay. I can imagine the conversation with one of them.
Jobber: So what sport did you get a scholarship for, Football
Me: No
Jobber: Rugby
Me: No
Jobber: Cricket
Me: No
Jobber: Swimmer
Me: No
Jobber: Ok what?
Me: Badminton
Jobber: WTF's Badminton
Anyway, My mums applied for the few jobs she could find and today we got a phone call from someone in London telling her that she was being looked into as a candidate for one of the jobs she applied for. I don't think anything's going to come of it though because she would have to comute and it would be a really stressful job.
So that's the S**thole i'm in at the moment.
Not a great view from here.
And Yet i'm smiling, still f*****g smiling.
It's Getting Harder Though
Well last year my Mother who is the 'Bread Winner' of the family was in a position of being made redundant except it was a low risk thing and she is key to the business. She held onto her job. Around two weeks ago she got told that there is a very high possibility that she will be made redundant within the next 6 months. Real shit hole to be in atm. With the credit crunch nobody wants to hire anybody. This is why i need a scholarship. And i mean desperately. Getting a scholarship to Bedford School will be much easier if Bed Mod doesn't give me one, which is also an unfortunately high possibility.
I don't want to move. I hate the thought. I will then be in a school where everybody looks down on me. Oh yay. I can imagine the conversation with one of them.
Jobber: So what sport did you get a scholarship for, Football
Me: No
Jobber: Rugby
Me: No
Jobber: Cricket
Me: No
Jobber: Swimmer
Me: No
Jobber: Ok what?
Me: Badminton
Jobber: WTF's Badminton
Anyway, My mums applied for the few jobs she could find and today we got a phone call from someone in London telling her that she was being looked into as a candidate for one of the jobs she applied for. I don't think anything's going to come of it though because she would have to comute and it would be a really stressful job.
So that's the S**thole i'm in at the moment.
Not a great view from here.
And Yet i'm smiling, still f*****g smiling.
It's Getting Harder Though
Friday, 13 February 2009
Cheer Up
Now you all know that i'm a happy person and that i'm always smiling and seeing the funny side of things. You guys are bringing me down. Your always moaning and sad about something ranging from your love life to your school work. Get over it. Do you think that i'm never sad, if you do i think your an idiot. I am sad sometimes but the best thing to do is smile, laugh and move on. Bloody go eat some chocolate and get your happy hormones out and tell your depressing dull ones to bugger off.
Always look for the good things in life like:
Getting a good mark in a subject you're weak in.
Hugs. (i seem to be coming round to these)
Laughing your head off with your friends
Laughing at those who are incapable of laughing or talking
A simple smile and a thumbs up
Being told your going to be missed
Having a laugh with someone you aren't friends with
Being asked for help
Giving as much as you can to things
House swimming being cancelled. AMEN
Two atractive girls dancing in their car whilst driving along side you through town with you laughing and dancing aswell. Yes strangers can be nice to.
Making someone annoyed when you really want them to be cos they've annoyed you. HEHE oh what fun
Just the little things cheer me up. The fine details got right. I love my life even though sometimes it is pretty crap. There is a line in Batman Begins which is absoluteely Genious and more effective cos Michael Cain says it, it goes, 'And why do we fall Master Bruce? To learn to pick ourselves back up again.' That is just an amazing line and i love it. I also live by it. Take a hit, roll and get back up again. Learn from the hit and move on. Genious
The moral of the story is CHEER UP :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Always look for the good things in life like:
Getting a good mark in a subject you're weak in.
Hugs. (i seem to be coming round to these)
Laughing your head off with your friends
Laughing at those who are incapable of laughing or talking
A simple smile and a thumbs up
Being told your going to be missed
Having a laugh with someone you aren't friends with
Being asked for help
Giving as much as you can to things
House swimming being cancelled. AMEN
Two atractive girls dancing in their car whilst driving along side you through town with you laughing and dancing aswell. Yes strangers can be nice to.
Making someone annoyed when you really want them to be cos they've annoyed you. HEHE oh what fun
Just the little things cheer me up. The fine details got right. I love my life even though sometimes it is pretty crap. There is a line in Batman Begins which is absoluteely Genious and more effective cos Michael Cain says it, it goes, 'And why do we fall Master Bruce? To learn to pick ourselves back up again.' That is just an amazing line and i love it. I also live by it. Take a hit, roll and get back up again. Learn from the hit and move on. Genious
The moral of the story is CHEER UP :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Thursday, 5 February 2009
COLD COLD COLD
Snow days are days in which to do stupid things but i recommend everyone who sees this to do nothing like this.
So after those TWO Snow Angels i think i win.
Monday, 2 February 2009
Non-Rain Day
Thought i'd change the title from Hannah and Sis's titles
Well that was an eventful day for all of us in Bed Mod. Arrive at 8:15. Registration at 8:45. Signing out and walking into the Blizzard which had developed by 9:00. Brisk 1 hour stroll to Master Ramsdens house. Waiting outside his house for another hour cos his brother wasn't at home having a snowball fight and making snowman. Quick warm up then on to Bedford Park where we met up with Rob after having tiny fights with Les John Joe and Priya. On to bigger things when we attacked the six formers. Some amazing Snowball skills from myself and Matt made us invincible. Then teaming up with the sixth formers against another huge group of sixth formers. AAAAHHHH it turned into bedlam. Then to top it all of we got attacked by a Massive group of chavs and we had a MEGA snowball fight. BRILLIANT. And all the while David searched in vain for his phone which he dropped in the snow. What an idiot.
When all the chavs were thourouly snowed we walked away. and then i got rugby tackled into the snow from an old mate from badminton. Good times except he made me eat some snow which wasn't very tasty. All of this i did in my school uniform with no big coat, just my Blazer and no gloves, just my bare hands. Later i realised i had frost bite and then sat in agony for a long time whilst my hands thawed out. All worth it though cos i had a great time.
Shame i didn't see u all.
Luv the world today
Luv the snow
Luv U
bye......
Well that was an eventful day for all of us in Bed Mod. Arrive at 8:15. Registration at 8:45. Signing out and walking into the Blizzard which had developed by 9:00. Brisk 1 hour stroll to Master Ramsdens house. Waiting outside his house for another hour cos his brother wasn't at home having a snowball fight and making snowman. Quick warm up then on to Bedford Park where we met up with Rob after having tiny fights with Les John Joe and Priya. On to bigger things when we attacked the six formers. Some amazing Snowball skills from myself and Matt made us invincible. Then teaming up with the sixth formers against another huge group of sixth formers. AAAAHHHH it turned into bedlam. Then to top it all of we got attacked by a Massive group of chavs and we had a MEGA snowball fight. BRILLIANT. And all the while David searched in vain for his phone which he dropped in the snow. What an idiot.
When all the chavs were thourouly snowed we walked away. and then i got rugby tackled into the snow from an old mate from badminton. Good times except he made me eat some snow which wasn't very tasty. All of this i did in my school uniform with no big coat, just my Blazer and no gloves, just my bare hands. Later i realised i had frost bite and then sat in agony for a long time whilst my hands thawed out. All worth it though cos i had a great time.
Shame i didn't see u all.
Luv the world today
Luv the snow
Luv U
bye......
Sunday, 1 February 2009
Shattered
Badminton
Interesting sport consisting of three 'disciplines'.
1) Singles is funnily enough one person working their arse off to win the game
2) Level Doubles is two people of the same sex working their arses off to win the game
3) Mixed Doubles is a boy and a girl playing to win the game but in my opinion only the boy works his arse off whilst the girl stands at the front being useless playing netshots which is 'sssooo hard' apparently. If Ella sees this i'm DEAD.
Yesterday I went to Luton to play the first Bedfordshire/Badminton England tournament which was an U17 Bronze equal to an U15 Silver which is what i am at the mo. Matt was there aswell looking to win the singles whilst i was there looking to win the Doubles.
First Singles. Everyone i knew there got a piss easy game apart from me first and guess what......i lost unsuprisingly. Then i won my other 2 beating a much better player than the one i lost to. He eventually went through so i was out so i will continue on with Matts singles. Matt killed another person this week via his back this time so Matt won by default in the Quarters. (He was going to win anyway) Then in the Semis he played an ex-england player who was on his comeback after illness and unfortunately lost 22-20. So a Bronze for Bedfordshire in the singles thanx to Matt.
Level Doubles. My time to shine. Matt got knocked out in his group cos he had a bad partner cos he didn't say yes when i asked him to play with me (Idiot). Me and Ian however (Dream Team) Killed of our group and continued our amazing play to the final winning the Semi 21-16.
Final playing to huge beefy guys (who thought they were gonna walk us........oh how wrong they were) even all the way until 17 all when they went up to 19-17. I'm thinking S**T! But Dream team fought back like the heros we are with some ultimate defence and some amazingly good play to bring it back to 19 all. We won the next point, 20-19 to us, we can do it i was now thinking. Last point they attacked the serve and i was immediately defending. 2 Big ass mother F*****s smashing the hell at me but with my amazing skills, tought to me by an England player i drove the shuttle back at them which was the only thing they weren't expecting and the brainless oaf went to smash it below net hight. Result a framed smash not even reaching the net and a loud ZZZZOOOOO from me and Ian. (a badminton shout) Dream Team 21 Brainless Oafs 19. Oh Yeh.
Bronze Medal in the Singles for Bedfordshire
and
Two Gold Medals in the Doubles
We are amazing
And also very happy
And terribly tired (Up till one, how stupid)
Twas a good day yesterday. Like all days.
Till i can be arsed again................
Interesting sport consisting of three 'disciplines'.
1) Singles is funnily enough one person working their arse off to win the game
2) Level Doubles is two people of the same sex working their arses off to win the game
3) Mixed Doubles is a boy and a girl playing to win the game but in my opinion only the boy works his arse off whilst the girl stands at the front being useless playing netshots which is 'sssooo hard' apparently. If Ella sees this i'm DEAD.
Yesterday I went to Luton to play the first Bedfordshire/Badminton England tournament which was an U17 Bronze equal to an U15 Silver which is what i am at the mo. Matt was there aswell looking to win the singles whilst i was there looking to win the Doubles.
First Singles. Everyone i knew there got a piss easy game apart from me first and guess what......i lost unsuprisingly. Then i won my other 2 beating a much better player than the one i lost to. He eventually went through so i was out so i will continue on with Matts singles. Matt killed another person this week via his back this time so Matt won by default in the Quarters. (He was going to win anyway) Then in the Semis he played an ex-england player who was on his comeback after illness and unfortunately lost 22-20. So a Bronze for Bedfordshire in the singles thanx to Matt.
Level Doubles. My time to shine. Matt got knocked out in his group cos he had a bad partner cos he didn't say yes when i asked him to play with me (Idiot). Me and Ian however (Dream Team) Killed of our group and continued our amazing play to the final winning the Semi 21-16.
Final playing to huge beefy guys (who thought they were gonna walk us........oh how wrong they were) even all the way until 17 all when they went up to 19-17. I'm thinking S**T! But Dream team fought back like the heros we are with some ultimate defence and some amazingly good play to bring it back to 19 all. We won the next point, 20-19 to us, we can do it i was now thinking. Last point they attacked the serve and i was immediately defending. 2 Big ass mother F*****s smashing the hell at me but with my amazing skills, tought to me by an England player i drove the shuttle back at them which was the only thing they weren't expecting and the brainless oaf went to smash it below net hight. Result a framed smash not even reaching the net and a loud ZZZZOOOOO from me and Ian. (a badminton shout) Dream Team 21 Brainless Oafs 19. Oh Yeh.
Bronze Medal in the Singles for Bedfordshire
and
Two Gold Medals in the Doubles
We are amazing
And also very happy
And terribly tired (Up till one, how stupid)
Twas a good day yesterday. Like all days.
Till i can be arsed again................
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